Verbally abused and abandoned because I wouldn't have an ABORTION?

Water under the bridge...I know I picked an extreme loser/coward/deadbeat to procreate with. I suffered from low self-esteem and am rebuilding it everyday. Anyway, I am now a 27 year old single mother facing her first pregnancy---alone. I have a wonderful supportive family though, that has rallied around me and who is here everyday. My inner struggle comes from being reminded that he has completely abandoned me and this child. He wanted me to abort and after I wouldn't, he verbally aulted me with various vulgarities and slanders and went as far as to say he wouldn't support me being the mother of his child. Which so far is true, as he hasn't checked on me or the child and I know nothing of his whereabouts/intentions. I have his email address and frequently get strong urges to send him rants, cursing him out. I hate that I am having a child created with him, but I love my child and knew I would not end their life because of my negligence. I know I have to move on--that is obvious. I just can't get rid of these bouts of anger/bitterness that he is accepting no responsibility in this. I hate him genuinely because of this.